I think i’m starting to have anxiety issues… There are very few people in this world I respect. Lots of the people i know seem to be selfish with no consideration for others. I hate seeing people I care about hurt and feeling powerless to do anything about it cause even when i try to create change nothing happens. I hate always being there for people and feeling like i’m still...
I didn’t want this feeling to go away =/
Im just really tired of trying to make my life better and ending up at square one every time that I do. Come on world. Give me a chance. Everytime you don’t I feel like this awful fucking person who doesn’t deserve anything.
My Brain: Yo Bro you should totally play Dark Souls that sounds fun and not frustratingat all. FUCK YOU BRAIN
I need to stop idealizing you XD. In my mind you will always be perfect. I can list 1000 reasons why and not a single reason why you are not. I know this means yet i refuse to accept it. It makes me realize though why I pretend to find relationships gross. It’s because you are the only person that makes all the worry and the bother worth while. All the trouble seems untroubling. You are...
In a moment
Sometimes its when we look something right in the eyes when we see that its exactly what we want. We see a future for ourselves that we wouldn’t replace with anything. Sometimes we see ourselves keep what we want at arms length, and nobody else can see it but we feel our hearts break. Slowly we watch that future die, along with the person that wanted that future. We become something else...
It occurs to me the following: It shouldn’t matter WHAT you believe in. But rather that you believe in something. What do people who believe in nothing have? When you believe in something, you have hope, you have a strong set of defined morals. Is this not something to be supported? Should we split hairs on WHAT people believe in rather than celebrate the fact they believe in something at...
The Greatest Lie
The greatest lie we tell ourselves is “Other people need to prove themselves to me” In reality by truly believing that we are becoming victims of our past Sure people need to prove themselves trustworthy, loyal. This however is not a one way street. Is it fair to have one person be required to prove themselves while the other sits around and waits to be proven wrong? Its a two way...
Past me is a scumbag
Scumbag past me thinking Anth 201 would be fun to take.
A daily dilemma....
Me: Should I study Anthropology…or Watch friends? Me Five minutes later: ILL BE THERE FOR YOUUUUUUUU WHEN THE RAIN STARTS TO POUR
When life seems bad....
When life seems bad…remember that atleast you aren’t Hans Morgenthau. He dedicated his life trying to prove that states in international relations didn’t act the way they did because human nature was evil. His reward was to come to the conclusion despite his best efforts that innate evil nature of humanity was certainly the cause of states behaving in their own interest in the...
I’m so excited to get to know you =)
Your laugh is the sweetest melody to my ears. I can’t shake this feeling, I either need to meet someone else or find the strength to act on this. I’m not frustrated, I’m excited and filled with joy, yet the result of my actions could be worse than intended come the worst possible outcome. I ask for a chance! Or an opening! A break! Where its not so complicated. Not because i...
gothicul: videohall: A spider wouldn’t move from my monitor, so I gave him a trip into another dimension omfg So Cool
It might make me an awful person… but sometimes its humbling to engross myself in a story. It removes me from my reality, and forces me to feel and understand other people. I can’t say I fully understand myself, my situation or my reality, but its easy to understand a reality that follows rules. This reality sometimes has conflict, and that’s the worst part. It reminds me that I...
the-absolute-funniest-posts: i just peed in my pants for some reason….ahahahaha Follow this blog, you will love it on your dashboard LOLOLOLOLOL
I didn’t get 57% on my midterm suddenly Karl, the class average also didnt drop from 77% to 54% on the midterm in a matter of minutes. Fix this or death will come swiftly, I earned my B+, not the B- you are mistakingly giving me.
Theres a city in New Zealand called “Christchurch” No seriously, look it up. Christchurch. Christchurch. I mean… Christchurch. And how dare anyone talk about how religion has been imposed on new worlds when we have a city on an island called Christchurch CHRISTCHURCH
I had no idea how lengthly and boring the legislation process was. Like seriously Im not even there reading legislation and I’m frustrated over how long it takes to learn about the steps rather then actually do it. THIS IS WHAT I GET FOR TRYING TO LEARN 4 WEEKS OF MATERIAL IN 6 HOURS
Something to Love
There’s so much I hate in this world. I just want to find something to love.
I waited all semester for today
Today I got to fill out my teacher evaluation sheet for my Poli Sci prof. Finally I got to tell him anon how much I hate his class and how he presents it!! Bahahhahahahhahahahhahaha
The Term Pornography comes from the Greek word “Porne” which means “A man’s sexual slave”. >,>
12th graders: ew 11th graders
11th graders: ew 10th graders
10th graders: ew 9th graders
9th graders: ew middle schoolers
middle schoolers: ew elementary kids
elementary kids: ew babies
babies: ew fetus
fetus: ew wait how am i talking
me: Ew people...
Truth is, being surrounded by Homophobia and what is perceived to be homosexual has come to make me so much more comfortable with my hetrosexuality.
Self Inflicted Madness
The thought of you brings me into a comatose living state. I am neither alive nor dead, my heart fails but my brain lives on. A dove takes my body away, while my soul lives on forever the observer. This horrific plague is self inflicted, you are neither the cause or the result. The internal scream stays the same, the only variable is the face upon which i scream for. My self inflicted madness is...
My name is Hayden, the details of my life are unimportant. What is important is that reflections upon my own life have led me to one undeniable truth: The fantasy is an invaluable factor in ones existance First, what is the fantasy? The Fantasy cannot be defined as one single thing. The fantasy is an idea, a principle. This idea will vary between individuals, for some it will consist of love,...
“Things do not change; we change” - Henry David Thoreau
MY SOCIOLOGY PROF BECAME A MEME Star Wars: The Phantom Menace in 3D was hilarious Peters Milkshakes in this weather = bad idea Sometimes things don’t happen, but that’s okay. I think i’m better off not knowing what this road looks like.